Tired. Tired. Tired.
I don't like parabolic structures.
Styrofoam cups may die, now.
-daze, daze-

I got tagged.
By .
I do tagged stuff, now.

survey
1) Full Name: Syd Michelle ----. You don't get the last part, sorry.

2) Male/Female: Pretty sure I'm female.

3) Were you named after anyone?: A lady in a book who was strong and bold. I hope I live up to that name, someday. x-o

4) Does your name mean anything?: French for like...bridge or something? Gah, I don't remember.

5) Nick Name(s): Syd, Sydders, Squid (ugh), Lava, Arami, Hohenheim, Saya

6) Who do you think you look like: Like someone who needs more sleep.

7) Date Of Birth: February 20th, 1992

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Place of Birth - Indiana
Current Location: Sitting in a black leather computer chair in front of a black desk.

9) Nationality: American. I have German, Italian, and French Canadian in my bloodline, though...

10) Astrology Sign: Pisces

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: The monkey. Don't. Say. A Word.

12) Religion: I'm really not sure, yet. Right now, I just wanna focus on making it out of school alive.

13) What’s your favorite smell?: Never really thought about it. ...Cardboard, maybe?

14) Political Position?: Neither. Don't care much for politics. And I'm not stupid because I don't. x) I just think they're rather pointless is all.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: If I had it my way, orange juice 'every' morning. Typically, it's just water.

16) Hair + Eye color: Brown + Green

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: I was told I looked like someone from a TV show once, but I can't remember who it was...

18) What do you look like?: Dark brown hair that sticks-up all over the place unless it's straightened. Green eyes. Perpetually blank expression unless I'm around friends. Longish nose with a hump on the bridge. I guess I'm what you'd consider tall. Kinda lanky. I think I have an average build. My fingers are bony. My face is ovalish. The end.

19) Any unusual talents?: None come to mind, no.

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: ...Rightly? I guess I'm what you'd call a 'rightly', yes.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: I'm not really sure, yet. I'm so apathetic. -emo sigh-

22) What do you do for a living?: Nothing really. Sit at the computer like a useless sack of bricks, basically. Go to school. Do work.

23) What do you do for fun?: I enjoy roleplaying and drawing. Drawing can seem like a chore sometimes, though. I just really love roleplaying.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Mechanical pencils and colored pencils that don't dull down the colors of your finished product. -coughRoseart!-cough-

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: More paints. I suck at painting.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Several times, yes. D8 DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?!!!

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I think I might have had one in Kindergarden...

28) Crush: Nobody comes to mind. =x Aren't I boring?

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: Greg the Finger-Eater. =] I want him to eat my fingers 'cause it's HOT.

30) Current worries?: My grades, my lack of confidence, my lack of backbone, finals, why I'm so tired all the time, and something else.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): , , ,

32) Favorite place to be?: Florida. Or all by myself. What can I say? I'm a recluse.

33) Least favorite place to be?: Unfamiliar places.

34) Do you burn or tan?: I typically do both.

35) Ever break a bone?: Nah. I don't do that...risky...jumpy...stuff. I reserve that for my roleplay characters. =x

36) What is your favorite cereal?: Heck if I know. I'm not all that into Cereal.
Reese's Puffs, maybe?

37) Person you cry with: I usually don't cry around other people.
Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Four.

39) Any brothers: Two--kind of.

40) Any pets: A hedgehog named Hedgie. A horse named Cleo who I neglect horribly.

41) An Illness: Asthma is not really an illness. It's a condition, and most everyone has it. It's practically becoming a normal standard for society. So, no. And it's not that bad, anyway.

42) A Pager: Nah.

43) A Personal phone line: I'd be on the Internet all day long, if I did.

44) A Cell phone: Nah.

45) A visible birthmark: It's not visible...

46) A Pool or hot tub: I have a lake with old snapping turtles in it, bah golly.

47) A Car: Nah.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Hurts my head to think about it.
I'm not sure if I have one set one. Around my friends, I'm completely different. Happy. Having fun. Anywhere else, I am withdrawn and mopey. I don't really know 'who' I really am.
I'd like to be so much more bold and more outspoken and to stop being so cowardly.
I think I'll work on that, this summer.

49) Driving: I drive, but I hate it.

50) Your clothing style: I generally wear black. How original.

51) Room: It's pink and my stepsister lives in it, with me. I have a bed, a dresser, and a closet. At my other room, it's beige. I share it with my sister. We share a bed and we have a TV. I have a dresser and a closet there, too.
I generally don't put things on my walls because I don't feel like it's really my room. That will change when I'm older.

52) What's missing: I dunno. I just don't feel happy, I guess.

53) School: Makes me tired to think about it.

54) Bed: It's never made. It has a pile of clothes in it and also some socks. There's a PDA under the pillow. An inhalor, too. A red one. It's so cute.

55) Relationship with your parent(s): It's fine. I feel like we don't talk enough, though. Mostly my fault. I need to talk more, too.

56) Do you believe in yourself: I try.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Lust at first sight sounds about right.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Sometimes. x-x I can listen when someone really needs help, but I am prone to zoning-out on other things. Sorry.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: I wish to be an animator. Or a cartoonist. Don't care if I'm poor or how overworked I get--it's what I've wanted to do since I was two.

60) Get Along with your parents: Fairly well, I suppose. I stay out of their way and try not to cause trouble.

61) Save your e-mail conversations?: I save my roleplays.
62) Pray: I try, but to no avail.

63) Believe in reincarnation: Yeah.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: I do well to brush them once. -disgusting-

65) Like to talk on the phone: Nah. Unless it's my mom. Or Cassie.

66) Like to eat?: Sweet stuff is good.

67) Like to exercise?: |D No.

68) Like to watch sports?: I don't get them.

69) Sing in the car?: If I feel like it.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: Holocaust dreams. I recently had a dream where I bit off the tissue and flesh on half of my middle toe and swallowed it. What was left of the toe was sliding up-and-down the bone everytime I took a step. Then it got bigger and bigger and looked like this gigantic hair folical that was cylindrical. And it was real brittle and kept falling off onto the carpet, and my dad sewed some fish meat onto the bone and I was fine, again.

71) Dream in color: Yes.

72) Do you have nightmares?: When they involve the Holocaust, they usually do frighten me. Mostly, they're just so weird to the point where I don't want to go back to sleep again because they freak-me-out. -points to above dream-

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: I sleep with a PDA.

74) Right next to you: A Fullmetal Alchemist DVD CD, a magenta mechanical pencil, some paper, my family's computer, a green couch.

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: I don't drink coffee.

76) On your mouse pad?: I don't have a mouse pad.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: The kind that tastes good.

78) Your brand of deodorant?: The kind that keeps BO at bay.

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Ain't gonna get married.

80) Your dream husband/wife: Ain't gonna get married.

81) Hiding in your closet?: ...Something's hiding in my closet?

82) Under your bed: Basically everything I own.

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: Cassie, Katie, Olivia, Kristen, Shelbi, Sasha

84) Your bad time of the day: I know my best is probably the morning...

85) Your worst fear(s): Conflict.

86) What's the weather like: Looks warm outside but it's not.

87) Your favorite time of year?: Spring and summer.

88) Your favorite holiday?: Halloween. Dressing-up. |D

89) A material weakness?: My computer. Most definitely.

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: My tastes in food aren't that weird. I like pistachio, but I think a lot of people do. Salmon patties, maybe?

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: Get better at drawing human anatomy, go to an anime convention, GET MORE CONFIDENCE, BE MORE BOLD, STOP BEING SUCH A WHINY LITTLE--

92) The hardest thing about growing up: Driving. Responsibilities. Finding a job.

93) A pet peeve?: I dunno. I'm annoyed by 'many' things. And, usually, when that happens, it's the 'erson' that is being annoyed that is the problem. =]

94) Your scariest moment: Driving.

95) Your attitude about love?: I'm not sure. I think it was something humans thought up to give justifcation for their lust. I mean, animals can't feel love--only sexual desire. And we 'must' be more complex and advanced than the animals, so we act as though we feel an emotion that's greater than that. But I think we all know the truth. We're just animals.
However, there is the love for family and friends. That's love, isn't it?
I don't know.
Love doesn't make sense to me.
Maybe I'm just being a pessimist.


96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: I don't like attention.

97) The worst feeling in the world: Feeling like I'm a failure at absolutely everything I attempt and then loathing myself for not getting-back-up and wallowing in my self-pity.

98) The best feeling in the world: Being happy

99) Who sent this to you?: Cassie.